Thursday, August 31, 2006
9:58 PM
went back to zhonghua today. with pearly, yana, yun, zoe and le jia. talked to quite a lot of teachers. ever so thankful for the fulfilling days in zhonghua. the sheltered environment. the good teachers. missed those times. ms ow's english lessons. elim's practical lessons.(yes yes!) going to toilet times with wei ting, every maths lesson will show her the t-sign then she'll get what i mean. laughing at some teacher with chee lin. :X. laming with emily then everytime she kanna scolding from ms tan. i wanna go back again!!
forgot to look at the car. 4 years. how is the rabbit now. is it enough to last a lifetime in the memory. i dont want to run away but i cant take it, i dont understand. why does your name resound in my head. i shall just see you in my dreams.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
11:32 PM
is this the last time. when will i see you again.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
10:36 PM
you love mi but you dont know who i am.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
9:29 PM
as much as i like to dream when im sleeping, there are times i dislike dreaming of stuffs i dont want to remember. and ive no idea why i dont want to be reminded of them.
Friday, August 25, 2006
9:26 PM
high. exams finally over! mmr's a killer can. i was laughing to myself in the exams hall. ask mi why.
(we're supposed to construct a survey question regarding the various ways people dispose their litter. so, i happily wrote down at the first instance -
1. into the litterbin. then i was thinking if theres such a thing called the litterbin. then i cancelled and wrote dustbin instead.
2. onto the floor. lols. really what! then i can't think of anything else already. i was thinking ms kwa will flop when she reads the options. so i was laughing happily to myself, thinking no one caught mi in mi process of self-entertainment. ms nga might have saw that. :X. then i needed to get out of the exam hall to laugh out loud can! cannot tahan mi sia!)
and yes, in the end i cancelled all the options and leave the question there only since the exam question states that writing down the options are optional.
actually it was as if that exams were over since long ago, but the thought of having my life back excites mi.
tv: yes yes! epl epl! ive only caught 1 match between man u and fulham so far, and its shiok! 4 goals in less than an hour by man u can! look how world cup 2006 changed my life. aha. then followed by lots of mtv asia. then dvds. hong kong and korean dramas. oh yes!!
movies: yay! okie, actually caught several movies recently before exams ended. the fast and the furious is so darn cool can. somemore somemore!
slp: my beloved sleep. had less than 3 hours of slp last night to study mmr, but having 14 hours of sleep every day for the previous days makes mi a contented girl.
com: yes, apart from tv, im so gonna catch all the taiwan and korean dramas. i missed out on so much.
what's more: kbox, prata outings, chilling-outs, yes yes! and im gonna work out during these holidays! though ive no idea how im gonna do so, but, hur! still, ya! gonna get my muscles back again!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
10:19 PM
i officially declare: television is the greatest invention in the world.
followed by beds. and then the aircon.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
8:54 PM
dear someone, please tell me what my friends had done wrong that they have to meet all kinds of bad guys in their lives. because i can't tell that they had done anything wrong. they are, to me, girls whom guys should cherish. not all girls can behave the same way as them, and they are totally not players at all. instead, they have been meeting players every now and then. 'don't hate the game, hate the player'. what is the world coming to? where is the love? the more i think of it, the more upset and angry i am. should get away from the com, continue studying and watch epl. darn.
Friday, August 18, 2006
9:30 PM
still in the midst of exams now. pretty amazed by myself. first time i chiong like mad for exams, like took 15 hours just for a module? everyone's pretty steady for conb. lsc sucked our brains in and brainwashed it for like..days. :X:X. pretty drained now like a zombie, had 4+ hours of sleep last night and its considered not bad among my classmates already. anyhow, tv rocks. i have no idea how i am going to study without it. (i think you can sense how well my brain is functioning by now). hmm, watched the break-up today. like, i am the only girl who didn't cry among the 4 girls! surprising huh. like, after i cried a lil for the lakehouse. no, a lil more than a lil. just didn't find the break-up as touching as what the other girls thought it was. :X. im getting nowhere. shall just come straight to the main point of why im blogging, after seeing some stuffs which disappoint mi.
where is the love.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
9:05 PM
one day i'll fly away.
leave all these to yesterday.
why live life from dream to dream
and dread the day when dreaming ends.
one day i'll fly away.
fly, fly away.
12:31 AM
enchanting fireworks. wish that wont come true. senseless. wads the point. no courage, no energy. tired, fear of failure. ha, funny arh. the sharon who used to say 'u gotta believe. if you don even believe, how will it come true?' lols. karma? maybe not. pride. the egoistic mi. silly girls. stupid mi. wad i wanna erase. mi dream abt flying away and mi clique sending a kite calling mi to go back but i didnt. perhaps one scene in the dream is one of the reasons why i didnt. :X. fly. fly away. coz i cant turn to you when it all falls apart. gotta pick miself up, where do i start? you dont know mi. you dont even care. wanted to say, but im not great at all. the j word. the m word. i hate. i hate. i so hate. erase. erase. pretence or real fact, i cant even tell them apart now. blinded totally. i seemed to be doing all the wrong things now. subside, feelings. go away. guys are..guys are not worth our time. all are, but acts and emotions arising at the spur of the moment. how sad, how true, yet untrue i wish it would be.
how random mi thoughts are. down down down. but don worrie guys, i'll be fine soon. just in time to come. when these stupid, mind-flooding, loud, irritating, useless feelings subside. and im using the word, scram.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
9:59 PM
i need a break. away from here.
i so hate this cowardice that when everytime im feeling down, i just wanna hide in a corner and live in complete isolation. and i so hate my mind now.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
11:27 PM
nowadays i don realli find the want to come online anymore - online. set msn to away mode. switch on 98.7 online. check mi blog. play puzzle fighter, followed by puzzle bobble, then marvel vs capcom. log offline and slp.
anyhow, listened to news for a while. abt national day parade. darn! the guy who proposed to the girl was so sweet!! he had mi with teary eyes for quite a while. one day im gonna marry a guy like him too. :P:P.
found miself wondering about stuffs lately. ya, dreaming mi time away in buses, trains and even when im walking. with earphones stuck in mi ears, playing nickelback's far away over and over again. one day, im gonna return to taiwan and korea, too.
yep. im still a lil down. not as bad already.
you dont know mi, you dont even care.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
10:06 PM
a lil down.
maybe a lil more than a lil.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
12:44 AM
you dont know about dying. and you dont know about love. what do you know about dying for love.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
9:56 PM
i cant wait for hols to come. gonna slack, play games, shopping, movies, epl and tv. like finally, ive time to catch movies. and i wanna catch a lot of movies. 3 movies and dvds. oh ya, speaking abt movies, im gonna marry a guy like keanu reeves. :). yess, gonna. with the fact that hes so hot, good-looking and romantic, a guy who will also wait for a girl. ms kwa says that these kinda guys don exist in singapore, and i believe that its true. nevertheless, im gonna marry someone like him, or rather, someone like alex wyler. :P:P. oh! and mi dear raul appeared in 2 advertisements lately. adidas and pepsi. loves. ahahahaha. epl's starting on the 19th, when im still having exams, and raul's not playing. still gonna watch after exams! *grins. meanwhile, im lucky that i haven die from all these projects yet. one more flash intro for dma, 2 pages for mmr, fw project which i haven touch at all, and half of spec dip project (onli finished planning what im going to write, but still gonna consider it as half of it. it makes mi happier) done! im a happie girl! :):).
taking time to remember what i love.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
8:59 PM
